Not going to lie, a recent event yesterday has me feeling so demoralized that I just need a day to mentally reset and continue living my life. I hate this because this is exactly what certain things want, but it's hard to focus on projects when something like that happens. It's like a mental haze comes over me, and I'm just stuck in the freeze response.

E. Writer 😔

So, I was looking up what a body looks like without its skin (It's for my novel) and somehow I found myself learning about a body exhibit, which shows the anatomy of real bodies without their skin. and then I found out how some people donate their bodies to these exhibits. AND THEN I found out that there are some exhibits that uses bodies from prisoners or (in China's case) political prisoners. All I wanted to know was if skinless bodies have the muscles all over! D:

E. Writer Yeah, its disturbing. I would not want to visitban exhibit like that. Not even for scientific purposes.

SJ Blues I saw a few pictures and they were...weird. Because they were treated more as an art show than anything respectful

E. Writer That's why I don't look at things that feels... almost sacrilegious.

SJ Blues In a way, it kind of is

My brain feels like its overheating

Revenge of the Sith piece by Death Note artist Takeshi Obata

So, I went outside to feed some stray cats and came inside to an article that hit super close to home, which has left me hollow.

E. Writer Was the article about stray cats?

I pride myself and think of myself as a man of faith, as there’s a drive into deep left field by Castellanos, and that’ll be a home run

The skeleton panda sea squirt is simultaneously the coolest but creepiest sea life creature ever

E. Writer The sea produces some truly original life forms.

SJ Blues Looks like a Studio Ghibli creation

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