I found an article I wrote more than a decade ago. The tone tells me that I actually wrote it in the mid-2000s at the beginning of the wars in Afghanistan and Iraq. A platform/website update in 2015 has the article dated in 2015, however, but article is much older.
I am trying to understand my thought process at the time. It's strange that I no longer remember what triggered the article, but something must have frustrated me. What is interesting, is that the information could apply today as much as it did in the early aughts. The most consistent thing is the constant "noise." My concern it seems, was propaganda, government overreach, and media manipulation. Back then, I was politically more active. In the article, I argued against pacifism, and said that the pen is a tool for both peace and resistance.
Fast-forward to today, I am on the opposite side of this view. The more you write and talk about it, the more power it has. My view today is that you must starve it of attention, the way you starve a fire of oxygen. Anyway, I must have been fairly heated when I wrote this article. It was fairly strongly-worded.
What' scary is that...whatever it was that I felt so passionate about in the early 2000s that compelled me to write this article, I can no longer remember. In 15-20 years, we most likely will not remember... what we are passionate about today, we will barely recall tomorrow. There is so much that I remember about the early 2000s that has been rewritten, revised, or forgotten today that it amazes me. The moral is, not to lose yourself to the distractions of the moment.
https://screenwritersdaily.com/2015/04/08/stoking-the-flames-of-war/


E. Writer It's odd how much time can change how we think. A decade ago I loved writing romance novels, now I'm embarrassed that I wrote them.
Frank Hutton A few years ago I went through some archival writing, looking one last time for anything of value. Found a bit Because as it turns out, my basic prose proclivities were there from the start. Nascent for sure, but there. And multiple times when reading a piece I'd not thought of in maybe 40 yrs., I recalled where/when I penned it and why.
E. Writer I often link my old material to a time and mental place I was in at the time it was written. With maturity and growth I find that my views have changed such, that I don't recognize what I was writing, or why. Like the article above, I was in my 30s when I wrote it. I'm in my 50s now. I like looking back and thinking about how much we grow and change with time and wisdom. That's my takeaway I think, I hope I am not in the same mental space as I was as a thirty-something year old woman.
Frank Hutton Whereas the poetry I referenced was mostly still on point. Not including the occasional attempts @ epic romantic fantasy, ugh. That's even despite 50 yrs. of continuing personal, intellectual and creative growth. Nothing's the same of course because life's not static, except @ base I'm still me. I find real contentment in that throughline I mentioned. It's foundational & I still benefit greatly from it.
E. Writer Poetry is very timeless.